I know I've not updated anithing in a long time, for which i apologize. But college's absorbing me a lot!!! What's really amazing is that this year a minor in Fashion Design was added to my university's curriculum, so obviously i switched depatments. Now im in Industrial Design, which I should've done in the first place. This is the 3rd time i change departments so.... But anyways, the classes are really interesting and today I got a roll of printed fabric, an acetate with a pretty flower print on it. it's in a pretty lilac color. ïm proud of myself cuz I feel like I'm finally reaching my dreams as a person.

I've been reflecting a lot about what really is the "dark point" of my life: duh! LOVE.
I don't have time for it. And when I switched departments i realized that what I want to dedicate my life doing is doing art, doing fashion. Some people only think about marrying and having children; I don't. As a woman, as any other woman, I'd love to have someone who loves me for the rest of my life, but I know that now I'm not in the mood for that. No more drama. Marriage is beautiful, yes, but not necessary for me.

So i say that because in these past (oh, about) 3 years I've been in college I've really come to find myself as a person. That's something you can't do with anybody else: just you. U can't do it in high school, since it sucks ass. Now i know what I want and I'm closer than ever to get it. I can actually say I'm realizing my life-long dream, and that other aspects, like love, will have to wait...